I can't imagine being in your shoes Bae, translating or writing out the graduation announcement for your best friend in Hololive, someone you've bonded over basically 4 years, your alien twin, the girl you would scream at the top of your lung for every time she's on stage, even though you'll still be friends afterwards, just the thought of never getting to see her on stage again, never getting to perform with her again.. It's just too much, because I'm not as strong as you Bae Thank you for being strong for us, and for Mumei ❤🤎

Bae, you have done so much for Mumei. You have been a stable, loyal friend for these last 3 and a half years. Know we are still here for you and Mumei, and beyond

Bae may come from upside-down land, but she is always right-side up in our hearts

*TIMESTAMPS* (Start: 1:48) ———————— ("Cry.. Then Smile" 43:06) *[CHATTING TOPICS]* 5:40 - Bae Addresses Mumei’s News.. 9:53 - Bae’s Tears 13:04 - Council Is down to 2... 16:29 - Speaking in JP 18:13 - How Long mumei’s been struggling with the decision 22:23 - *Bae Talks about herself* ┣22:32 - Bae’s Upcoming Break / Vacation with *Ina!* ┣26:15 - Bae hasn’t been Feeling well recently ┣28:26/44:15 - Bae's *stye in her eye* ┣29:13 - Bae’s Thalassophobic Dream ┗31:22 - Mama / Aunty Rat Update 34:14 - BGM Change: Mumei 37:29 - Pronouncing: “stOic~!” 39:33 - A Weight Lifted 45:21 - Future Plans! 51:39 - *Chat:* "Don't be the next one Bae.." 57:01 - Eating Plans / “Schrodinger's Calories” 1:06:10 - Ending *[A Few Moments Of Levity!]* 20:29 *Bae Laughter:* “And then One day we can watch *TITANIC together!* 28:26 *Bae Laughter!* “I also have a stye in my eye!” 37:26 *Bae Laughter:* “I am as stOic As a Stone!” 7:39-58:50 *Bae Laughter:* “Schrodinger's Calories” 49:20 Shorting the stream to *“I'M SAD!”* 56:00 *EXPOSED:* Loving How with 3.0 we can tell when she's smiling or not ———————— ———————— *FULL TIMESTAMPS* *[Intro]* 1:49 Start 2:11 *“Hello…”* 2:40 "I thought I was Going to be okay.." 2:28 *(Changing The BGM)* 3:27 “I just got Home a little While ago..” 3:54 *Disclaimer:* Bae will Talk about Mumei , But the majority of the stream will be about herself ———————— *ADDRESSING MUMEI'S GRADUATION* *[Bae emotionally addresses The news]* 4:57 “AAH!!“ "..." 5:49 "I’m sure You’ve all seen the announcement… It’s Sad!” 6:25 *Moom Will be Leaving… At the end of Next Month* 7:16 *Q:* “Didi I Know?* Yes, I did Know for A while Now…” 7:34 It’s something Mumei struggled with for a While.. 7:56 *Q: Are We Okay?* To be complete honest… The short answer is _no._ But… 8:38 Mumei has been and WIll forever be One of my closest Friends… 8:56 *It’s not like I’m l0sing a friend but…. L0sing another genmate is always hard...* 9:24 IF you guys haven't watched her *Announcement video..* Please Do Watch it! *[Bae’s many Tears]* 9:53 “I hope my translation was okay. I cried translating, I cried watching... I Cried Today…. I was at the studio.. And then I was crying in the taxi…” 10:29 “I’m also sorry I haven't been around lately..” 10:44 “I Think… there’s a lot I want to say.. There's A lot I can’t say.. I’m trying to collect myself" 11:13 “I think… I don't Know what to think..” 11:20 “I hope you give Moom your love for the remaining time that she’s here!” 11:34 "I’ll always be grateful to her and very thankful that she was my genmate and I got to debut with her… 11:56 *“AH!!! I’m so SN0TTY!”* 12:30 *Q:* *How are the other girls?* “If I’m being honest I don't Know, But It’s Rough…” *[Genamtes Leaving.. Council is down to 2..]* 13:04 Council Started as 5, and I guess Now We’re down to *2…* (3 WIth IRyS in Promise) 13:15 I can't help but be sad when it's someone I started with…" 13:50 "I just Feel Really guilty as well…_ It's hard when you see someone you love struggle with something…" 14:10 *Crying:* “I just don’t know, I always ask myself IF I did everything that I could… 14:33 Mumei And I have been Through Alot together. I talk to her everyday 14:47 hololive is not Only my dream, But it’s a Workplace and You can’t expect everyone to be best friends. But Mumei Really was one of my beast Friends. 15:16 “Again, I’m Not losing a friend but…” 15:30 *“I just Hope I was as good a friend to her while she was here as she was to me..”* 15:47 “I should feel sorry there wasn't anything more I could do…” 16:29 *Japanese Translation* 17:19 *"I know she said she wanted everyone to be sllly,* I want to be that for her as well" 17:40 “Whatever she does I’m always there to support her, And the decision she made she made for her. And if it's the best decision for her that all you can ask for as a friend” *[How Long Mumei’s been struggling with the decision ]* 18:13 Mumei has struggled with thinking about leaving for Quite a long time .. 18:37 *There were times we worked through it together and changed her mind.* 18:52 When she came to the discussion Since *last year…. I don't know..* 19:32 IT wasn't an Easy decision by any means .. She's an incredible talent, she worked so hard sand she tried her best 19:50 “And when things are out of your control it's hard to Watch..” 20:13 "I just hope where she goes she will continue to find happiness and her health improves..!" 20:29 *“ And then One day we can watch TITANIC together!* 20:58 “I think that's pretty much all I can say, or want to say at the moment..” *[Stay positive: It’s Okay to not be Okay]* 21:13 “I really hope you all stay *positive,* and for the remaining months that she's here we can all be *SlLLY”* 21:52 *”It's Okay to not be Okay, But If we cry we make her cry”* 22:03 “I think Indirectly made her cry, so I need to stop crying so she will stop crying as well” ———————— *BAE TALKS ABOUT HERSELF* 22:23 “Moving on to just .. me!" *[Bae’s Upcoming Break / Vacation with Ina!]* 22:31 I’m *Not oaky.. I haven't been okay in a while..* 22:35 There will be a *members stream tomorrow talking more about stuff* 23:13" I am Taking a little Break" 23:26 "Originally it Was going to be the *Whole of April..* (But To spend Time with Mumei) I will only l *take 2 Weeks off* 24:28 Bae is taking a Complete detox break 24:41 *“I haven’t l had a Full break in Over a Year..”* 25:17 *Bae Will be Going on Vacation with INA!* ┗25:36 "She's forcing me to relax.. I’m so grateful for the people I have around me.. So I’ll be okay!” *[Bae hasn’t been Feeling well recently]* 26:15 "I think the last month or so hasn't been the best... I’ve never had the feeling of not wanting to stream.." 26:38 *Crying:* "And that only raises the.. Guilt That I feel.. 27:01 Because it’s not that I Don't want to it’s just that *I physically feel that I can’t on some days..* 27:28 *“I'm Gonna Rest As hard as I can”* 28:04 *SN0T:* "Disg*sting..! Actually d*sgusting.." 28:26 *Bae Laughter!* “I also have a stye in my eye!” 28:59 "You Know when your depressed and you just Sleep A Lot?" *[Bae’s Deep Sea Dream]* 29:13 *Fear of the Deep Sea:* Bae’s Thalassophobic dream 29:41 Dream= In a canoe in deep water 30:06 “I was trying to convince someone I swam across the world” 30:27 ”I was in the middle of underwater trenches.. And saw something scary but *a dolphin came and protected me"* 30:58 “So I guess I Was a *mermaid?* I Don't Know..” *[Mama / Aunty Rat Update]* 31:22 *Chat:* Interesting.. Tell me about your Mother! 31:41 *Mama Rat and Aunty Rat* decided to drop in no Warning 32:14 “It’s just Timing wise it's not a good time.." 32:44 The last Time she saw Aunty Rat Was *2 years Ago* 33:07 *Mama rat has been navigating Japan on her own!* *[BGM Change: Mumei]* 34:14 *BGM* / “I think I’ve calmed down.. 34:34 Bae’s Live for this song 35:11 *No sad.. Only Sllly!* 35:49 I’m sorry for sad dumping on you all today.." *[Pronouncing:* “stOic~!”]* 37:00 The Importance of Letting Things out = 37:37 *Bae Laughter:* “I am as stOic As a Stone!” / I'm as Cool as a cucumber!” 38:13* Learning The correct pronunciation of “stoic”* 38:35 I’ve been saying stOic this entire time! 39:02 Where's the "W" Come form? *[A Weight Lifted]* 39:33 “IT does Feel Like a Weight has been lifted..” 39:51 “I think the build up is the W0rst.. “ 40:44 Trauma Dup the stream will be members only Tomorrow! -> 41:20 *”Paywall Trauma!”* *[Cry, Then Smile!]* 42:33 “For everyone's Sake I help we can all CRY and then _Smile…”_ 43:15 *A Conversation she had with Friendtaro:* “You need to let yourself be sad sometimes so you can smile later on..” 44:15 Bae Talks More about the her *stye* / She can't Touch it *[Future Plans!]* 45:21 “I do Have stuff I prepared with The Moom!” 45:38 *Collabs Bae wants to do when she returns From her break:* 45:56 - Split Fiction Collab 46:15 - Overwatch collab 46:33 Wanting to Play With *Towa!* 46:01 “I know Towa is not feeling the greatest, so I'm worried about her too.. I' worried about everyone!” 47:28 *Towa Has a Stomach Flu* 48:10 *Q:* More Things she would like to do with Mumei? 48:41 Fly to her? if i didn't have other work I would've… 49:17 Minecraft? 49:20 *Chat:* “What Are your Thoughts on Mumei graduation?” *Bae:* “I:M SAD!” 50:12 *Bae is Meeting with Friends Tonight 50:39 *BRB* getting her Ice Roller To rub on her eye *[The Considerations That go into Graduating]* 51:39 *There are Things Bae has on her List to complete before she Goes Anywhere* 52:35 “One thing I wish more people would understand is that.. *Everyone’s experience is different.” 53:18 "I don't think there’s necessarily a “Right” Decision in certain situations..” 53:56-54:25 *Even though she is leaving she will always be my most precious friend, and My Moom.* 54:52 "I know recently it's been a Bunch of graduations back to back.." 56:00 *EXPOSED:* Loving How with 3.0 She we can tell when she's smiling or not ———————— *CONTINUED IN THE REPLIES* ———————— o7

It means a lot for you to be here to talk about these things with us I hope you're able to forgive yourself for feeling guilty over not being able to stream and the Moom situation, you've always been so supportive of her and so good to us. Take all the time you need to feel back to yourself again because we'll be waiting as long as you need

Bae please be aware of this: its not your fault that shes leaving, its not your fault that you couldnt convince her to stay. Its no ones fault. You have done so much for that we probably havent seen so please be aware that we appriciate you for everything you have done for all the girls

when fauna left, irys was streaming right after for us to find somewhere to let ourselves free. thank you for being here for us

Thank you Bae for taking some time to talk to us, even if you made me cry. I hope you and the other members will be OK, it's always hard to see a friend go away to do other things. I feel really grateful for everything you're always giving us, but could you please stop apologizing for not doing enough? Fans are greedy and always want more, but what I want the most is for you all to be happy and enjoy this unique experience with us.

i almost never comment on any videos but I just want to say, even if its in a sea of others already showing support, you really moved me with your words about wandering if you could have done more to help her. Even tho your situation with Mumei and the environment your relationship with her came to be is very unique, you give a load of people a voice and comfort through you emotional grief. No you're not "really' losing" her, but the emotions you experience are the same as we all experience in different moments in our life. Just by showing the love you have and the grief you feel about this, gives a lot of people out there, including me, some closure and support. at least for me. Wish you all the best and thanks again for what you, mumei and all the people out there showing their love do for eachother.

ありがとうハコ太郎、今の想いを全部話してくれて、泣きたい気持ちを我慢せず泣いてくれて、おかげで皆もその気持ちを共有することができたのは本当に嬉しい、いろいろあってハコ太郎にとっては一番辛い時期かもしれないけど、みんながいるからだいじょうぶ、ハコ太郎はひとりじゃないから…これからも、ずーっと応援(おうえん)してるよ。4月になってハコ太郎は配信お休みと聞いたので、どうかご自愛(じあい)しつつ、ゆっくり休んでね。ハコ太郎のことが大好きだよ、これからも。

Thank you for the lil chat. Graduations due to health seems to always hit me harder since they still have dreams that they didn't achieve. As a person who never really had a dream, it crushes me to see others not reach theirs. Have a good holiday, I hope that we can all have a great time with mumei before she leaves.

Hugs for you Bae . I cant imagine how hard this all must be for you. Mumei will be missed by everyone whos life she touched and brought even a little bit of joy into. We shall support her to the end, And we shall be here for you too Bae for whatever you need. Even if you just need some place to get your feelings out. Im so grateful to have been a fan a the time I found you all and got to see EN rise up to such a height. Its hard when anyone leaves but I understand why she had to make this choice. Rat pack is always here for our dear Bae no matter what, We will all be ok together.

"Thank you, Bae, for always being Mumei's closest friend and for always supporting her. Seeing you as her best friend brings me a little comfort because I know that you were always there for her. Thank you for your support and all the efforts you’ve made for Mumei. Please stay cheerful, Bae. I’m also very sad, but I don’t want you to get hurt either. Your video truly helped me feel a bit more at ease, knowing that I can share these emotions with you. Thank you so much, Bae."

ムメイの言葉を私たちに伝わるように翻訳してくれて本当にありがとう べーちゃんのお陰でムメイの心はちゃんと伝わったよ

翻訳ありがとう べーちゃんがいてくれてよかったよ

Please never ever EVER blame yourself for this. It’s no one’s fault at all. It was just all just very unfortunate circumstances, and as much as I didn’t want things to end up like this…sometimes, unfortunately, life has other plans… You’ve done everything you could for Mumei. You’ve been there for her every step of the way, just like I know you still will even after she graduates. She couldn’t have asked for a better friend. I can guarantee you she feels the same way. Please take care and stay strong, Bae, we love you. ❤

ムメイちゃんの声明翻訳ありがとう、苦しかったよね、、そんな中でも多くの人に見てもらおうと引き受けてくれてありがとう。私たちはいつまでも貴女の支えとなります。

You're a fantastic gen leader Bae ❤🤎❤🤎❤. It's not easy going through this a third time, where one of your beloved genmates has to choose for themselves, for their ideals or health. Specially with how close Mumei and you are. We'll miss her so much. But I know you girls will be friends forever, even if we can't see it on streams as we had liked too. We love you Bae, and we're right here for you ❤❤❤.

My heart breaks hearing how difficult things have been for you. Not only this, but things in general. You are an amazing person and I truly hope that you can find peace in the coming weeks and months.

べーちゃんありがとう、これからも全力で応援します!

ベーちゃん翻訳してくれて本当にありがとう　ちゃんと気持ち思いは伝わりましたよ Thank you so much for translating Hakos. I was able to get my feelings across.

Came straight here after the announcement and still cried with bae.

べーちゃん、ありがとう。体調も良くないし、べーちゃんたちが一番つらいのに、いろいろ俺たちに教えてくれて、本当にありがとうね。泣きながら、でもしっかり話してくれてありがとう。泣いてしまうくらい辛いときに、本当にごめんね。 まずはしっかりお休みをとろう。たった2週間かもしれないけど、去年の疲れをとって、体調もよくしよう。べーちゃんだってずっと体調悪いままなんだから。今べーちゃんがムリしたら、それこそムメイちゃんだって悲しむよ。もちろん、Bratsのみんなも。 戻ってきたら、ムメイちゃんといっぱい楽しいことして、いっぱい笑おう。 それと、Bratsはいつでもべーちゃんを応援してる。いつでもココにいるからね。 （・・・さすがに仕事中は来れないかもだけど・・・笑）

"oh Bae"

ベーちゃん翻訳ありがとう、ムメイちゃんの気持ちがしっかりと伝わりました。

Before it happened, I couldn't imagine losing her as a fan. I can't imagine what it's like as a friend. Stay strong, Bae, and thank you for being here for us (and her). Please take as long a break as you need to.

❤❤❤

"I'm always stoick, mate" - Hakos Bogan

Sending much love and peaceful energy to both you Bae and Mumei. It's okay to not be okay as you said and to give yourself time to heal as that goes into self care. Mumei is your Kyodai and that's forever no matter what. ❤️🤎

It takes some serious bravery to go live this soon after such an announcement. As a throughly shaken Hooman, I think I speak for us all in saying that we appreciate you giving us a virtual shoulder to rest our heads on.