I’m glad to hear that you are feeling better and I do wish you the best I hope you can be happy everyday

I think what you've achieved so far, Vox, has already been so outstanding and unique and it would be such a shame to see you give in to Big Hater and become complacent. Not to say you should push All The Limits of what you are physically and mentally capable of, but we really need creators like you to challenge the status quo and actually embrace the potential of this medium by making hard decisions, investing time and money, taking chances, making mistakes, getting messy- Expressing yourself as Vox Akuma, the burdened soul, is one of your biggest strengths. Don't forget that. And don't let anyone convince you otherwise. When you have hundreds of loyal Kindred gassing you up at every corner, not just through oshi-lens but because we genuinely care about you and love what you do, it makes us feel like we can't do enough, like we can't Love you enough when you just get oneguyed into thinking you aren't capable of changing people's Lives with what you create. It's not hyperbole to say that your art has influenced thousands of people and will continue to do so as long as you continue to make it with the dedication you've always had. I know you're just getting started, so don't give up, skeleton.

Welcome back Milord!! I missed you so much! Your cheerful voice is the sweetest thing ever! I'm so happy I got to hear it, Milord❤

Glad you’re feeling better, and hearing your voice became more energetic after stream for a while really makes me feel at ease. More than happy to see you yap a lot about things you like though I don’t understand them all. Those movie you mentioned, some I’ve watched some I’ve not, hoping for more watch along cuz it’s always great to listen to your view of those movies. Just as I said before, I always adore your creativity and deeply love those you’ve created whatever it’s bright or dark theme(and I’m still waiting for the rest of the original song from Minotaur uwehhhh plssssss) and I would not stop saying that I would love to see what you really want to do next no matter its small or big. Small thing is still thing, if it makes you feel satisfied and happy then fuck it we ball! I know as a content creator and also a people pleaser it’s hard for you to think like that-you’re not a idgafer even though sometimes i hope you are, apparently you gaf too much that makes you worry a lot. It’s a good thing and also a bad thing. As a kinda former people pleaser myself in the past, what I learned from experience is that if I want to please everyone then at the end no one is pleased, including myself. So I rather do things that makes me feel like damn I’m feeling motivated doing it even though in the future i might look back and think like “man this shit is so ass I’m so fucking crinnnnnnge?” I mean there’s not much genius that works excellently at first, but we still have to keep trying. Tbh I kinda feel like through these years, even though technology is improving, and social media is more attachable, but people get dumber and more limited cuz ANYTHING is cancelable. I miss those times people wouldn’t worry too much and spread their creativity. But that’s just my personal opinion. All I’m gonna say is please value yourself more, and do what makes you happy, small or big doesn’t matter. And no worries or feeling guilty for taking breaks if you need to If it’s for your health it’s good for you why would I be upset for that!!!We’re not going anywhere or forget you(even if I watch other streamers and oshi a lot in niji, I’ll still come back when you go live lol)

Thank you for the Stream, Milord! It was nice to hear your thoughts on things, and I personally sincerey hope we get something like you did in the past again - expressing yourself, telling us your story. I know it wasnt easy, and Iam sure some learned from it, and I hope one day you feel comfortable enough to let us experience that once again. Iam not good with words, so I just say that I hope we can do that again, and that you know that there are People who were very curious and understanding of what you showed us - all of it, your looks, your thoughts, everything and who chose to put their trust into your art. You are a great storyteller. Always, and even if something doesnt go as intended, we all learn from mistakes.

38:32 oh my goodness you put into words a feeling I've dealt with for a long time now; it's so tough to feel fundamentally "wrong" or like a defective human, but you are most definitely not alone in feeling that way. glad you're doing a little better though– please keep on taking care and being kind to yourself vox

happy to see you again and that you’re doing better! thank you for today and in terms to how you’ve been feeling about your past work and all that all I gotta say is say is at the end of the day you gotta remember you’re not gonna cater to everyone so do what you love, what inspires you, and overall what makes you happy!

Thank you for the stream welcome home king

Welcome back, Milord!“Vox Akuma” and “Milord” are hands-down the coolest names ever—I’m obsessed Sorry, but other names just don’t hit the same

Welcome back, Milord! Dealing with depression can be very difficult and yeah, frustrating but I'm very proud of you because you try your best to go out and be here regardless. Remember that for us you are always a hardworking demon even when you are not streaming adn as you said once: "Sometimes surviving is enough". Love you, Milord!

Thank you for the wonderful stream, i always miss you when you're away and my excitement never goes away when you return. Thank you for sharing your thoughts and feelings a bit. Lots of text below, i basically typed this out during the section of the stream this was relevant in and i am more of a feeling person so i just put down what i felt, no idea if you'll read it. It's fine if you don't. love you, always. About wanting to do something different in this vtuber space and wanting to share what you really want to make, i believe you can change it, if you continue doing it like you do and always have done. You art is worth seeing. But i do understand that fighting or well, pushing against these rules that have been set, can be very difficult. Art is and always has been controversial, its about either the feeling the artist put into the piece and what the audience feels, sometimes this can cause conflict or discussion but sometimes it can also bond people. Sure sometimes there is logic and meaning behind it, sometimes its just about what you feel. Art is so broad, whether that is music, books, any other type of media. It's all a way to express yourself or perhaps vent out frustrations. I love and always have loved the stories you create, sure i'm already invested but i also share these to my friends who aren't invested, but they LOVED and understood (without me explaining) the messages and your story, when Minotaur came out they were excited and fully sucked into the story, these are guys who before that, weren't much into vtuber stuff either and still aren't AS much. For every 5 people that may not vibe or understand with what you make, 10 more will come that DO appreciate your work. I don't know how to close this, writing has never been my strong suit. I just want to say: You have inspired people BECAUSE of how you shake it up. Your push to want to do something different in this space has always made you stand out, don't let the past kill your spark even if it tries to follow you, don't let anyone kill your spark because you shine SO brightly when you do your thing in YOUR way. I believe in you, i always have 💜Take it easy big guy

I'm usually not good with my words but as someone who does not create artistic content (and lack the skills to) at all, I totally understand your frustration a fair bit, wanting to put out new stuff (with such a creative mind like yours) constantly but limited by how much time and waiting it needs But either way, I always look forward to all the wonderful stories you weave and show us All I can offer is words of reassurance, if you're feeling burnt out or anxious, we always got your back have a good rest milord

OTSU Milord, thanks for coming to see us and talk to us today ❤ So happy that you feel better and slowly coming back to us, no need to rush or anything, we always wait for you patiently. Depression/depressive state is no joke, so we all understand. Like you told us before, sometimes just existing is already enough. ❤ And many Kindred and I genuinely believe in you. Finding the right way to express yourself creatively when you have limited option isn't easy, but your certainly on the right way. You will find what fits you the best, we believe you. Of course, the frustration to create the best piece ever is understandable but you can’t please anyone. Everyone's got different tastes, and there are always those people who want to ruin all the fun and joy, but those who LOVE what you create will always outnumber the latter. You're an incredibly talented creator, an absolute inspiration for other creators too. So please don't give up on this journey, we got your back. Love you king, rest well ❤🫂

Thank you for the stream, Vox! It was so nice to hear your voice and see you again. ❤ Everyone sees art differently based on their personal experiences, personalities, and more. Some people resonate with certain art, and some don’t — just like how some people love apples while others don’t. Nothing in this world can please everyone, because we all have different opinions and perspectives. I really love how you share your stories with us in so many different ways. Whether it’s through films, songs, or the post TDH time, you’ve gone beyond the "usual" VTuber path. And because you took those bold steps, we now have the TDH comic novel, the TDH collab cafe, and so much more. You’ve also inspired so many people to pursue what they love and chase their dreams. Sometimes, the advice you give to us applies to you too. I hope you can feel confident and comfortable doing what you truly enjoy. We can take things slowly and there's no need to push yourself too hard. I'm not great with words, but I really just want you to follow your heart and do what makes you happy. I understand your worries, but don’t let those minor voices hold you back from being creative and expressing your true self. There are so many people who love and appreciate your art. Even if things don’t always go perfectly, that’s okay — don’t be afraid to try, because you never know what the future holds. We’ll always be here to support you. You can do it, and you’ve got this. ❤️

來晚一步，但恭喜爹地身體好轉。

thank you for the stream today! it was nice to hear your thoughts on everything that was talked about and i do hope you'll feel comfortable enough to do more stuff like you did post tdh. it was a difficult time for everyone but the way you told us about yourself and your story at the time had me really invested in a way i hadn't been by anything in a while. i love the way you provoke strong emotions with your art, even/especially unpleasant ones, so i hope you'll give it a try again when you feel ready

thank you for streaming today! I'm happy you're feeling better now c:

Thank you for the stream! I know you're going through a lot and I am sure majority of it is something you have to deal with (and perhaps with a therapist). I actually recently worried about your passion & Vtubing. Your dreams are so ambitious and requires a lot of hardwork and I would never want your desire to express yourself to disappear. You are truly my breath of fresh air with your self-expression. When the truth came out, I was very intimidated and scared at first. But the more I watch, the more I understood. Though I might not understand every symbolism, I want to watch. I want to see more. I want to learn and understand! And I feel bad for not being able to understand everything I've seen but I become immersed and allow myself to feel. Art is truly beautiful and it isn't because of your talent or what you can do. It is the meaning, the feeling, and heart. It will always be lovely. I know it can be scary and there will always be people who don't like it, just know that there are those who wants to see you express yourself. You inspire me to not be scared and I will always do my best to fight my inner demons. It isn't the talented and unafraid who inspires me; it is the ones who struggle who give me hope. Love you so much. Please take care of yourself It is okay to be scared, but you're not alone. Kindred will always be with you. After all, we are Kindred spirits

yayyyy!!

and thank you so much for the stream. Have a lovely rest, Love you so much

I think a lot of us can understand that feeling, that feeling of your fire burning out. That guilt when we aren’t productive. It def sucks balls. You mentioned feeling sad after DK, and it seems silly but that can happen. That intense joy, feeling so good for a while, only to crash afterwards. I get that all the time. I think if you continue to go out with friends, so right by yourself, you’ll feel better. Lots of love!!

Thank you for the stream!! I'm so happy to hear that you're feeling better now😢 Welcome back milord! おかえりなさい！またあうことができてほんとうにうれしいです🥹 だいすきだよ！！❤️

I looked at the description of the purchase and its not tour merch. But still, I’m gonna treasure it always. Just like every content you make. Rest well, eat well, sleep well. See you next stream.

Glad to see you online. Remember you do not have a responsibility with us, but with yourself too, and that means also knowing when to stop and take a break. Hoping things are easier for you now, take care everyone 🫂💚

Thanks for the stream hope this temporary phase will pass soon, have a lovely rest of your day Subtle subliminal message that tells you to dip your toes back into pursuing art projects

Feel like you're much more energetic and happier as the stream was going on. Spend such a wonderful night with you, and I feel so happy as well❤

Thank you for the stream Glad you're starting to feel better Take care and have a nice rest of your day~ Love you so much! ❤

Otsu! Glad you're feeling well milord hope we have a fun week it is nice chatting with you as always. i hope you have a nice rest of your day. Love you and cheering on you always, take care you silly man

thanks for the stream vox! most of the time It's better to step back and assess things rather than forcing your way through, hope you find your groove back but even then it's still nice to get an update. Cheers