You can really tell that he was trying his level best to hold back his tears when talking about Urara

I’m glad Ruze got you and Gibby to collab today. It was a nice pick-me-up after what happened. May absolutely good things come your way very soon

Doubt you'll read this, but in the spirit of Haru Urara never giving up, I hope you do recover and continue the chase as she would have o7

[Time-Stamps] 4:53 Start 6:55 Intro & he's back after a week offline 9:10 Addressing the passing of Haru Urara 11:40 Gonna stop playing Umamusume for a bit & Urara inspires millions of people 15:00 She lived a long full-life & thank you to fellow fans of Haru Urara 18:18 It's a terrible day for rain... ☔ 22:40 Real man cry their heart out, Jurard 25:20 Catching up w SC & menshi 29:00 Tried his best to hold his feelings earlier 32:25 Send your love & support for the remaining horses 36:30 Resetting his emotions & story of his 6 days journey 39:35 Went to Boracay for the first 3 days 41:25 Boracay is a completely different realm from the city 43:48 The place is good but very expensive 46:15 Our taxes definitely went to Boracay 48:40 More ghost projects coming soon 51:48 Welcome to the 700 new subscribers 54:12 150k karaoke is a myth at this point & crumbs for MY Sorawrity at animefest 56:20 Armis gonna be at Cosmania & he started delulu again 1:00:15 Hopefully more Holostars event for ID Sorawrity 1:03:22 girl_dm in chat & constipation story 1:08:18 His holes are welded shut & the reason behind 🌟 idol pose 01:10:50 Armis human centipede? 1:13:00 Blaming girl_dm for his ADHD 1:16:06 Back to Boracay vacation story 1:18:35 Akasupa for more ghost projects 1:22:05 Cave adventures & he's a lil bit tanned rn 1:24:35 Possible vacation photos for T3 menshi & talking abt the banded sea krait 1:27:00 Ruze calling in discord [Armis impromptu collab] 1:28:20 Jurard joining the call 1:29:40 The girls are fighting already & Ruze fixing his audio 1:31:25 Turning into Armis podcast 1:34:00 Ruze's program turns into Spanish 1:36:00 Gibby joining in the room & finally knows the price for the mocap suit 1:38:13 Jurard wash the suit with wet wipes 1:39:40 Ruze is learning spanish right now 1:41:05 Balut off-collab bounds to happen 1:43:16 Jurard's house got robbed when he was a kid 1:46:15 Jurard recorded his final goodbye when he lost in a mall 1:49:02 How Gibby comfort Jurard & still waiting on Spanish Ruze 1:51:35 Teaching Gibby new filipino words & Gibby got that conyo accent 1:53:58 Honorary Xenorican & South Elysian 1:56:05 Jurard getting scammed in SE 1:58:18 Blaming each other again & Gibby inviting Jurard to his place 2:01:43 Ruze's back & discussing games to play 2:03:50 Ruze's been having tech issues all day 2:06:30 Finally deciding on Marvel Rivals 2:08:15 Jurard got seasick on the boat 2:10:45 Talking abt Helldivers & preparing for the collab 2:14:40 3D Armis joins the room 2:16:26 GameScreen 2:18:18 Ruze grabbing his mocap suit 2:21:22 Marvel Rivals is on! 2:23:50 3D Ruze is broken & they already started the game 2:26:50 Jurard & his Key & Peele brainrot 2:28:12 Ruze got neck issues 2:33:10 Match won & Ruze needs to constantly calibrate 2:36:40 Ruze can't stop looking at Jurard face 2:38:08 Jurard & his brainrot song 2:41:00 Match won & a broken high 5 2:43:10 Ruze seems fine, for now 2:53:15 Round won & Ruze arms are broken 2:56:47 Ruze leaning on Jurard now 2:59:00 Match won & Ruze fixing himself again 3:06:18 Ruze looking up at the sky now 3:07:10 Idk what happened to Ruze anymore 3:10:38 Match lost 3:13:38 Spider-Man hugging Ruze's what? 3:16:35 Ruze fully looking back 3:18:20 Match won & Ruze got their backs 3:21:50 Jurard's weird Hulk-voice concerns everyone 3:22:15 Hulk singing the brainrot song 3:25:42 Hulk wasted his ult 3:27:08 Kratos cameo & Ruze looking back again 3:31:15 Match lost & Ruze leaning for a team hug 3:33:00 Trying The Thing for the first time 3:35:35 / 3:38:00 It's clobberin time! 3:40:37 Never put Jurard stream on your family TV 3:42:20 Match won & switching to 2D 3:45:05 Secret move, it's clobberin time! 3:46:25 Secret move failed lol 3:59:18 Match lost & it's 5 am for Gibby 4:06:15 Match won & they're getting out of the suit 4:09:38 Fighting over new subscriber 4:15:50 Can't believe Octavio missing out 4:19:55 Match won 4:21:09 Last game curse 4:22:30 It's clobberin time! & got clobbered 4:31:25 Match lost, one more! 4:43:35 Match lost, one more! 4:44:20 Tried to peer pressure Hakka but he's not here 5:02:45 Match lost, one more! 5:15:15 Match lost, one more! 5:28:10 Match lost, one more! 5:36:50 Match finally won, one more! 5:38:55 Trying Blade for the first time 5:57:40 Ruze's game crashed 5:48:25 Match lost, one more? 5:50:05 Discussing on next collab game 5:55:13 Thanks for the impromptu collab Armis bois 5:58:55 Match won & Ruze peer pressure for one more lol 6:00:50 OtsuArmis 6:04:00 Jurard schedule for the rest of the week, OtsukaRex

18:00 DMC(Dino May Cry)

Jurard keeps on cheering people in his playful ways, play games passionately to the point where he remember details despite weeks or months passing, a genuine guy through and through. Your emotions are valid and your reaction shows how genuine you are with everything that you do either with gameplay character you play or supports, cons, including covers. Haru Urara, your daughter, heard and knows she's valued by you that's for you. Thank you for a wonderful and spontaneous stream with ARMIS. Take your time grieving and take care, JMC (Jurard May Cry).

Brother, you're a real man with not just the cheering but also the crying you display to us. And as amusing as your jerk bits are, they wouldn't be as good as they are if it weren't for the empathy you show beneath and outside them. And I say that as a crybaby dudebro who slowly but surely learned the great value of crying as a man. And you may be quite new to appreciating Haru Urara, but please know this: If the deep appreciation you gave her is just from you being new to her, then what more if you took more time to know her? In other words, you are quite the real one about her, among many others, way more than you think. And you got me appreciating her a lot. So thank you very much again for your heartfulness, Jurard T Rexford. And I am freaking glad that you got to have fun with Gibby and Ruze here.

I want to thank you for playing umamusume and introducing me to Haru Urara, an icon of perseverance and determination. She meant so much even in the short time we got to know her, so please don't feel bad for crying for her. Your tears just show how kind and genuine your heart really is 🫂 I'd like to think she's now running freely in a field of flowers, like you said. I will never forget Haru Urara. She'll forever be remembered 🌸🩷

The tonal whiplash is wild.

You are a true supporter of Urara, not a mere tourist banchou. I always admire your spirit in supporting Urara, it is always okay to cry even for a man especially when it comes to a loss of someone you truly support Happy you got to have fun in this stream too, hope you feel a lot better banchouu We will never forget Urara and always be inspired by her never ending spirit

The tonal whiplash of this stream was wild, but good to see you back banchou and happy to hear the impromptu collab cheered you up, it made my day for sure. ❤

4:53 start 1:28:24 impromptu collab with ruze and gibby thank you for the stream, banchou! i miss watching you live. for some reason even though work is being shitty, watching your stream makes it go awayyy. just want to say, thank you for existing!

It's a blunder not to have known that such a sick dino existed. subscribed.

I'm glad you were able to spend time with the boys tonight. Grief is a complicated thing, it hits us in ways we don't expect, and for whatever reason, talking about it out-loud seems to trigger a lot of emotions. Thank you for sharing with us your beautiful message about Haru Urara's memory Please take care.

Aww, Banchou. I hope the grief feels even just a bit lighter after allowing yourself a moment of vulnerability, followed up by a great impromptu collab with Ruze and Gibby! Thank you for the stream!

It was a rollercoaster of emotions, but at least the night ended on a fun note with the collab. 🖤

Man, I remember thinking to myself, "I can't wait to see how Jurard reacts to Haru".... I kinda regret it, though I have also been streaming tears about this too

Thank you for the impromptu ARMIS collab! Also much love for Haru Urara, an inspiration to us all, may she rest in peace♥

2:36:38 do you mind if ruze comes over and stares at you like this? 🧿w🧿

2:38:09 shiori and Holoid’s fav song

group hug! ❤

the karaoke will be his first ghost project 😢

Thank you for the stream ,Banchou and good luck with the Billibilli stream and also the con also my condolences for the loss of Haru Urara,she's a winner in our hearts always may she rest in peace and finally thank goodness for Ruze and Gibby for cheering up,Banchou after the shock of hearing the news.❤

your feelings are valid, banchou. Please, take your time to grieve. Thank you for the stream andd welcomee back!

Haru passing is affecting me pretty hard too this game is too serious

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA MISSED THE LIVE ANYWAY, THANKS FOR STREAMINGGG, MISSED YOU!!!!!!

3:21:50 hulk being a lil freaky 🤨

Justice for Haru Urara o7

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